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howard roark

Fri Mar 31, 2006, 8:46 AM
i know that there is no apology big enough for the sore that was left on me from my long absence.

things are not perfect here, but they are by no means as testing as they can be. kansas is a terrible place.

i am okay though... nobody has suffered as i have from me being gone. it is truly as if there is this hole in my life that stares at me all day; so dark and empty. when i look into this hole, at moments when it's depth scares me, i see the eyes of the people who i have come to love on this website.

so this post is for metro, beautiful girl, for critmass, such a lovely wordsmith, for james daniel, my ever-faithful love, for those who remembers with fond thoughts the conversations we've held. those three are not the only ones.

for those who truly know me and truly miss my presence, i invite you to mail me. you can speak of whatever you would like, from the weather to politics.

jessica renae
po box 196
arlington, ks 67514

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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: kansas
  • Interests: bells and footfalls and soliders and dolls, brothers and lovers
  • Favourite movie: breakfast at tiffany's, garden state, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, etc.
  • Favourite band or musician: the cure, ani difranco, bright eyes, the dismemberment plan, etc.
  • Favourite genre of music: golden midnight taking us across the water
  • Favourite artist: paul klee
  • Favourite poet or writer: eireann corrigan
  • Favourite photographer: undecided
  • Favourite style of art: post-impressionist painting
  • Operating System: whiskey makes me smarter and i'm happy as can be
  • Shell of choice: there's a girl in the basement coming out of her shell.
  • Wallpaper of choice: full of flowers and shoelaces
  • Skin of choice: something about those bright colors would always make you feel better.
  • Favourite game: such a pretty house, such a pretty garden
  • Favourite cartoon character: toucan sam
  • Personal Quote: love your partner
  • Tools of the Trade: the love war is won with a single love bullet from the love gun

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Comments


:iconcritmass:
i wrote you once
maybe twice
but forgot
a return
will try again
miss you a bunch

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its not too late to become what you were meant to be
:iconrider-on-the-storm:
i called you once.
but you were not in.

i miss you

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"in america as the media hushes
millions of eyes float to the marble
of time where a stroke causes a collapse"
- splinter (wallpaper)
:iconcritmass:
i hope you're still seeing our eyes.

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its not too late to become what you were meant to be
:iconblindsuperhero:
is it too late
i hope it's not too late

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Actually it's darkness. I don't know what I'm scared of.
:iconmagenmelancholy:
how are you? its azurainsides!
:iconrider-on-the-storm:
I have recieved you letter love
you are beautiful being, why cant we ever meet and get high?

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"in america as the media hushes
millions of eyes float to the marble
of time where a stroke causes a collapse"
- splinter (wallpaper)
:iconsplinter-:
we will. let's choose one of us to go to wherever the other one is. i would like you here but i would also like to be wherever you are. i think i am going to save up the money and go. would i be welcome with your friends? how far would that be for me to drive my car? i guess i could mapquest it.

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'soar, eat ether, see what has never been seen;
be lost, depart, but climb.'
-edna st. vincent millay
:iconrider-on-the-storm:
You know, i wouldnt know about my friend and you...i have quite a bit of friend...like 10!!! WHOA
how would you like it if we ended up seeing each other in europe next year?!?!?
cause thats where im gonna live for about a year with my friend mike...so like a year of college and then europe. and you can either come with us!!! or meet is there? huh???

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"in america as the media hushes
millions of eyes float to the marble
of time where a stroke causes a collapse"
- splinter (wallpaper)
:icondesenko:
aha! so you've been dead for a while as well? Are you still in this (wonderful) state? I'm sending you a graduation invite, so you better come see me. I'd call but I've lost the number that amanda gave me forever ago.

love/miss you guys
-jt

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:iconblindsuperhero:
My girl, my girl, don't lie to me, tell me where did you sleep last night
In the pines, in the pines, where the sun don't ever shine, I will shiver the whole night through

there is a reason, just not a very good one

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Actually it's darkness. I don't know what I'm scared of.

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